Wednesday, September 5, 2007

of Course

havent seen you all day. your golfing. neat happy 6 month babe. talk to ya later ass.

I like to picture Jesus in like a tuxedo t-shirt, cause it says im formal, but im here to party

So i havent gon to class in like forever. I feel bad and I need to go. I am having serious motivation problems. i dont know what my peoblem is.

hahaha I think that Im confused

this is bad....but I kinda like it.
my ear hurts, i couldnt get my cleavage peirced so I got two on my left ear. owwww...

Kill me, Ill feel better, I promise.

"are you happy""Yes... are you?""yeah....""That wasn't convinceing""I don't know, Its becoming that Im not, YOU really Fucked up"

Now I wait. Togerther or Not? my eyes are poofy and im tied and I wanna get totally FUCKED UP tonight and forget about it..............Im gonna be a mess until this is decided, oh yeah I have no control over the decision. lovely.

Pirate in the library ahahaha.

haha there is a man with hair longer than mine and a beard like a pirate and he has an eye patch. lol. that is awesome and you would only see it at Scott Community. lol. I should be in Class right now, but because of last week I had no idea what was going on so i stopped this chic in my class had her catch me up and sent an email to my teacher with this elaberate lie about why I wasnt there. hummm . oh well.

I cant sleep.

i can't sleep. thanks for answering my call. I HATE THIS GAME!

Can I get it right?

I'm so annoyed. I wish I didnt have to deal with the "extra stuff. It ruins everything. He knows it does and he still deals with it. which makes me think he is choosing something over me. Maybe Im being selfish. But I feel like I cause more damage than god sometimes. If only I was one of those good girlfiends and barried things down and forgot about them. Unfortunatly im not, that sucks. I hve to write a paper tonight, wow. I dont want to. good thing im paying my sister to write the other one or I would be screwed. HAHA i found out today that my little sister got caught by my mom smoking weed. lol. she is gonna kill my parents. In High School i just drank a shit ton and she does that and smokes weed. haha. Im so excited I dont work until tuesday. yay. I think that Im gonna go see a movie tonight. What a day.