I dont even know if it is worth it.

well basically college is causing me more stress than it is probably worth. I dont really want to start a semester behind everyone, but i might have to. I really dont want to. I was telling my dad how we have to have it paied for and blah blah blah, and my grandpa freaked out on me and started screaming and cussing at me. about how if it is so important to me than I need to pay for it by myself and he doesnt know why I quit my job at Happy Joes and maybe I shouldnt go to college maybe I should get a real job and see how hard it is to make a buck. Blah. needless to say I walked out of the house walked up and down river drive like 5 times and sat on a bench next to the river until 12:45 becuase I didnt want to deal with him i was gone for like 4 and a half hours.I hate living with my grandparents I cant wait till me and my dad move. I hate life!