Can I get it right?

I'm so annoyed. I wish I didnt have to deal with the "extra stuff. It ruins everything. He knows it does and he still deals with it. which makes me think he is choosing something over me. Maybe Im being selfish. But I feel like I cause more damage than god sometimes. If only I was one of those good girlfiends and barried things down and forgot about them. Unfortunatly im not, that sucks. I hve to write a paper tonight, wow. I dont want to. good thing im paying my sister to write the other one or I would be screwed. HAHA i found out today that my little sister got caught by my mom smoking weed. lol. she is gonna kill my parents. In High School i just drank a shit ton and she does that and smokes weed. haha. Im so excited I dont work until tuesday. yay. I think that Im gonna go see a movie tonight. What a day.